Sometimes I just don’t think I would care of I died.
I swear to god, if he comes to you for advice about us, you better help him. If you feed him lies or tell him we aren’t meant to be it won’t get you anywhere because he still won’t want you. You better not get your jealousy involved in this cause if I lose him because of you then I will make sure you know that you fucked up my life with your disrespect.
I can’t even trust you to commit to send a text anymore. What happened to you? Don’t make promises you can’t keep. From big ones like you won’t hurt me, to little ones like sending me a text.
Just kidding. Because I can’t lose you. I love you. And this sucks that this is how you show that you love me.
If this is how you’re going to treat me. If you’re gonna toy with my emotions like this then leave. Kills me to say this cause I know how badly it will kill me but if you’re gonna ignore me for days then show up and tell me you love me then just leave.
I love you so much. And if you really love me too then show me. Don’t just send me a text saying so. Show me. Act like you do. Cause you make me feel pathetic when I am staying with you and giving you all my love and you don’t even act like you care. If you lose me then you lose someone who cares about you do much. Someone who would do anything for you. And I can promise you I love you more than anybody else.
My boyfriend is beyond perfect. I just want every second to be spent with him. I hate being apart from him. I want to wake up in the morning and not miss him. I just want to have him right there next to me. I love him so so much. And I used to act like I didn’t care because I was scared of showing how much I did. Scared of saying too much of my feelings and him getting scared and running away. But lately I’ve broken out of that shell. I’ve became so much more confident and comfortable. I just speak what’s on my mind. Act extra goofy. Be stupidly cliche and honestly it’s all working in my advantage!(:
